Why me? I was perfect for him, I did what he asked, obeyed his every command, didn’t speak unless spoken to, and I even handled being upset perfectly, I was his ideal boyfriend, and yet he toys with my emotions, he broke up with me after almost a month, I have been nothing but perfect and he ignores me for 3 days then out of the blue “I’m losing feelings” like what the fuck?! JUST TELL ME WHEN YOU DON’T LOVE ME, NOT IGNORE ME! I’m actually just fucking numb to this now, if you can’t be a good boyfriend you don’t deserve anyone, maybe tell them what you don’t like rather than ignoring them and hoping they get the hint hm? but NOO that’d be too easy for them, and you just have to make things complicated *ALL THE TIME like what the fuck dude? Ugh I’m mad, I don’t hate you, but you hurt me, and ruined my thoughts of what is “perfect” creating a hole in my heart that nobody else can fill. I feel awful every day now.